the aids whore

she became a home made of half healing,

verbose

in patterns and speech

in the actions taken to speak to

encourage and hold others

She in her isolated misery did that to a fault

cause hands not fully warmed cannot possibly provide a whole healing

not in this place cause healing circles require doing of all the members on the in’s and out’s

she in her secrets went through a madness

she attempted to give what she had not for herself and in the process

made herself somewhat of a fool hearted monster

an arrogant piece

in loss she picked up glass

blew

turning her hurt into a force for hurting

what was not found in pills, friend, time, and smoke

and potential attention of of would be lovers

she manipulated … as was her way

being one who once was used

and she resented her feelings.

felt weakened and ran

in crisis

in addicted- afflicted pain

in thought

she tripped

she gave her self over

her desire to die

made genocide seem causal

she wanted to become less

and they cried

at first only heart tears birthed of memories of when star dust was our makings and we played in infinite

they pitied her

hated her

called her a whore and became blunt with their warnings of death

“we will leave you hear, song bird.”

they became most watchful of her terror

the aids whore

takes drags from men she barely knows and most certainly despises

she deflects

because living on life’s terms is much

and bothersome

she is a creation

made both by self and society
she is a complete being

hurt. human. and hero

dese hats were picked up not completely by her choosing

but the wearing of them is what gives her movement

value

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